I hear a familiar voice only my heart remembers

every notes of the song.. weakens me..

weakens my legs.. weakens every part of me..

tears fall.. wounds become fresh..

Yes I'm hurting... 

but I try my best to hide and control my emotions..

I wanted to say stay with me and never go..

but I must not..

you must be happy..

and you'll be happy without me..

I must go far farther than this..

I must be strong stronger than this..

I must moved forward..

and wait till destiny decides..

with or without you..

soon I'll find out..

:(

I miss the days when:

Boys had cootiesRecess was too short.Life was too long.Decisions were easy, to choose by "eni, meanie, mini, mo."Only skinned knees brought tears.And when boys were yucky.Goodbye only meant until tomorrow.When your clothes didn't need to match.The only race issues where who ran faster.A promise was a high five.being mad lasted for only 5 minutes.founders keepers, losers weepers.tag was the funnest game in the world.it didn't matter what you wore to go outside.your shoes had your superhero on them.you take showers together.sharing drinks meant your sharing germs.you fight over a toy.going to the store without your parents made you feelimportant.school was an exciting thing.buying your first bra was embarrassing.there were no big secrets.one dollar/peso meant the world to you.you eat everything your mom makes at home.you sit around watching cartoons all day.the dentist was a monster.a lollipop could make your boo boo go away.all that mattered was being the first to get to the swings.the only pain felt was having scratched knees.And fun went on forever, without a broken heart..