Linggo, Hulyo 8, 2012





.... destiny's game is the hardest..

can't find out what must be the best answer..
whatever you choose right nor left..
isn't right..
only later you'll find out..
what must not..
and what is must..
when you already choose..
what seems to be the best option for you..
how to win in such a game that there's no winner..
how to conquer the pain of loosing..
specially when you know you can't do anything..
to make things work the way you wanted it to be..
it seems to be fair and at peace on the beginning..
but suddenly the chaos started again..
the game started again..
why this horrible things happened..
this game i used to quit..why can't i just quit and walk away..
i must move i must walk i must stand and never look back never entertain any voices,..
just walk straight forward..
knowing if i continue walking..
or if i stay it will lead to my suffering..
nothing will change..
but i can change my views over the situation..
that's all i can do for now..
to say goodbye..